I Can't leave.

Moth sighed, letting herself sink into the trash bag. "I messed up, Casper." she murmured. "I messed up and now I can't fix it." She meowed, standing up and jumping out of the trash can, trotting sadly back to the small shack. He watched as she went off, dragging herself back to the place where they slept the night before. He swallowed a lump in his throat, remembering his promise to the Bloodclan King, flattening his ears against his head. No, Solar wouldn't go through it. Deep down, the golden tabby had a shred of humility in him, especially after Lunar's death. There was no denying it, from their interactions, Solar thought of the dark tom like his late son, but Casper only hoped that that was enough. Slowly, the tom followed after her, sliding into the shack, and glancing at her. "Look, if they despised you so much, they would've murdered you and me on the spot. We're not dead, and we have a chance. I'm not giving up on you, Moth, you have so much potential." Moth looked at the wall, ears flat against her head. "You think I might, but they clearly don't." She murmured. "I should've just stayed with my Two~legs." She whispered. Casper pressed himself against her, putting his paw on her wrapped one. "Stop," he mewed, shifted so that he could stare into her brown eyes. "They may tell you what to do, but don't let them ever bring you down." As she continued, he lashed his tail. "And what would happen to you? You would be beaten, mocked, bullied! And, me? I wouldn't sit around here all day knowing that you were in danger. I'd rather have you here, murdering others, than being in harm yourself. You mean too much." The she~cat closed her eyes, on the brink of tears. She held it back the best she could, so she wouldn't look weak. He sighed, flicking his tail. "Fine, go then," he hissed, narrowing his eyes. "Leave me here, alone, with all the other insane cats here!" he spat, blue hues flaring with emotion. "I wanted to leave when I saw you in that trashcan. Because you were so determined to become apart of Bloodclan, I stayed. Now, the one reason why I'm still here in this madhouse is thinking about a suicide attempt, what am I supposed to do?" he asked, padding closer to her, pressed his head into her neck. "What am I supposed to do? How can I stop a cat I care about from leaving me?" "You either accept it, or you disappear with them." She murmured. "That's what I always did." He pulled away, shaking his head, pacing about the shack. "Don't you get it? I can't leave. I mean too much to them, they're using me as if I'm their late son, I'll die if they learn I want to disperse!" he shouted, pounding his head against the wall. He sighed, sinking to the ground, limbs shaking. "Go..." he whispered, closing his eyes to hide the tears threatening to come down. "Go, and I'll do my best to cover for you," Casper continued, folding back his ears. "Please, just don't forget about me....Lunar," he breathed, barely noticing the mistake, his blue hues opening to gaze at the wooden wall, the optics rippling with memory. She curled up tighter, pulling her tail over her face, letting the tears spill out. "I can't.." She murmured. "Something.. no.. someONE is making me stay.. someone I will never forget.." Her voice was shaking. "Someone I won't ever leave alone.." He glanced behind his shoulder, letting out a sob as transparent drops fell from his eyes. "Please..." he croaked, resting his head against the wall. "Stay.." "I can't leave.." She murmured, standing up. She slowly walked over to her mentor, standing up on her hind legs and nuzzling him. "I won't leave."

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This may just be.. THE saddest RP i've ever had.

Thank you, Cat, For making me Cry ;~;.